I think I forgot how to love<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m trying.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe I didn’t forget, maybe my heart knows me too well and tries to protect me from yet another grieving time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She knows I either love with every drop of blood in my heart or I don’t love at all, not even the ones that deserve it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know people deserve my love and I try to give it in every way I can but I know it’s not the same as the love they gift me every day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So, I don’t know why people love me, or why they say they love me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This is leaving me feeling haunted by the love that I receive from others that desire mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wish I could remember how the means, or at least how I could make it happen with some effort but I’m scared I can’t, because I tried.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe I can’t love anymore, maybe I can. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I just don’t want my need for love to overshadow what’s really important, I can’t really identify what’s important to me but I know I care about my friends, my family. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wish I could love them as hard as I want to, as hard as they should be loved.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m trying to accept it and I’m trying to live without it but I don’t know if I can.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m trying though.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Are you dealing with feelings of depression? You are not alone! The Koornbeurs is there for you! You can always approach confidential advisors (Susan or Job right now), or a board member.<\/em> You could also call 113.<\/em> This government site<\/a> also contains a lot of useful information.<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n Kamp jij met depressieve gevoelens? Je bent niet alleen! De Koornbeurs is er voor je! Je kunt altijd naar een vertrouwenspersoon (op dit moment Susan of Job) stappen, of naar een bestuurslid.<\/em>\u00a0Ook kun je bellen met 113.<\/em>\u00a0Deze\u00a0site<\/a>\u00a0van de rijksoverheid bevat ook veel goeie informatie<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n [Er stond voor korte tijd een auteur bovenaan dit artikel, deze klopte niet. WordPress default de auteur naar degene die hem post.]<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I think I forgot how to love I’m trying. Maybe I didn’t forget, maybe my heart knows me too well and tries to protect me from yet another grieving time. She knows I either love …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1590,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[122,71],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1589","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-personal","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1589","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1589"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1589\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1594,"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1589\/revisions\/1594"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1590"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1589"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1589"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/forum.koornbeurs.nl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1589"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}